OK, so here is my problem.
Yesterday I had a shit day. That is not at all unusual for me and those of you who know me well will know exactly why that is. Usually it is related to incompetence.
Anyway, the point is, I had a crap day at work; I got home with barely enough energy to keep my eyes open or move my lower limbs; my unnamed mobile telephone service provider put me on hold for half an hour only to tell me that they couldn't tell me why my Sim card was insisting on being "inactive"; there is still a dull metaphorical ache in my heart; and having missed my lunch break at work, I ate three sushi rolls far to quickly upon my arrival home.
Whinge-frickety-whinge-whinge. Right? Wrong.
Because somewhere deep down inside the depths of my soul, I have this complete and utter sense of satisfaction. I'm happy. Content. Blissful even.
What the hell is wrong with me?
Thursday, July 17, 2008
Tuesday, June 24, 2008
MY STRENGTH, MY INSPIRATION, MY HEROES
The recent passing of Jane McGrath (the wife of former test bowler, Glen McGrath) after a long battle with metastatic Breast Cancer has struck a chord in the hearts of people all over the country.
Jane was obviously a woman who dedicated a large portion of her life to inspiring strength, courage and survival amongst women struggling against the ravages of Breast Cancer today. Having the resources to place herself, her foundation and her voice in the faces of the Australian public is of invaluable consequence when it comes to raising not only funds, but more importantly awareness about cancer prevention, treatment and support services. Her bravery and contribution to this cause deserves all the recognition in the world, and obviously my sympathy and thoughts are with the McGrath family during this difficult time.
All I ask is this - look at Jane and appreciate the work she has done. Appreciate all that she achieved in her short lived life. But do not forget those that she worked for. Remember those countless, nameless faces who struggle and suffer and every single day just as Jane did.
These people should be your heroes, your inspiration and your strength. They are mine.
www.mcgrathfoundation.com.au
www.cancer.org.au
Jane was obviously a woman who dedicated a large portion of her life to inspiring strength, courage and survival amongst women struggling against the ravages of Breast Cancer today. Having the resources to place herself, her foundation and her voice in the faces of the Australian public is of invaluable consequence when it comes to raising not only funds, but more importantly awareness about cancer prevention, treatment and support services. Her bravery and contribution to this cause deserves all the recognition in the world, and obviously my sympathy and thoughts are with the McGrath family during this difficult time.
All I ask is this - look at Jane and appreciate the work she has done. Appreciate all that she achieved in her short lived life. But do not forget those that she worked for. Remember those countless, nameless faces who struggle and suffer and every single day just as Jane did.
These people should be your heroes, your inspiration and your strength. They are mine.
www.mcgrathfoundation.com.au
www.cancer.org.au
Thursday, June 19, 2008
THE CULMINATION OF STUFF
OK. I know. It has been a really, really, really, really, really, really (you get the point?) really long time since I have properly blogged. Well, blogged at all for that matter.
I had decided that the reason for this was most likely that my life has been so incredibly boring that I (with my careful consideration of the fate of mankind) thought it better not to inflict mindless dribble about the finer points of nothing to the world. Very noble decision, if you ask me.
Then I remembered that:
A) I have never really had issues with inflicting mindless dribble about the finer points of nothing to the world before. As you may have noticed.
and...
B) My life hasn't actually been that boring. In fact if anything, recently my world has been turned upside down, shaken like a snow globe, and thrown around a bit, before being carefully balanced upon the edge of reason. That may sound a little dramatic, but there is more than a grain of truth there.
The circumstances behind this don't really matter. And if I told you, it is most likely that I would have to kill you.
Suprisingly enough though, I can't really place the blame on any single event in my recent life. In fact, the more I think about it, the more my life becomes that sticky tangled web of sex, drugs and rock n' roll that we usually associate with people like Ozzy Osborne or the Cookie Monster. Well, with not quite as much sex and drugs...or rock n' roll, but still...
So after much consideration I have decided that I like to think of this crazy idea as the "Culmination of Stuff Phenomenon".
The problem with letting the "Stuff" in your life culminate, is that it is actually very difficult to see it coming.
One minute you are quite happily going about your own business - hanging out with your friends, polishing off a bottle of wine here and there, eating everything that you know is bad for you (but justifying it by walking to the pizza shop), saving lives at work, getting the occasional haircut... you know. Just doing everything that we tend to refer to as "the usual".
And then... BAM. That stuff snowballs faster than you can say "Holy BlogSpot Batman!" and suddenly you find yourself confronting thoughts and feelings and situations that you quite frankly have spent most of your time avoiding. You get too involved in your work; you question values that you should actually be valuing; your head and heart are intent on disagreeing; and you being you flat out refuse to let ANYONE help you figure all that out. Wouldn't want to infringe upon that silly independent streak, now would we?
Now don't anyone panic... do not fear for my well being or the state of my mental health. I am happier now than I think I have ever been in my life (except for maybe that time in pre-school when I had that awesome fairy-bread sandwich....those were the days.) I have my family to thank for loving me, my friends to thank for keeping me sane, and every single person that has been part of my recent Culmination of Stuff Phenomenon for making me live my life.
The stuff is still there. And I have realised, it is not such a bad thing. Honestly.
On a totally unrelated note, it rained today. If I had not forgotten my umbrella, it might have been beautiful.
I had decided that the reason for this was most likely that my life has been so incredibly boring that I (with my careful consideration of the fate of mankind) thought it better not to inflict mindless dribble about the finer points of nothing to the world. Very noble decision, if you ask me.
Then I remembered that:
A) I have never really had issues with inflicting mindless dribble about the finer points of nothing to the world before. As you may have noticed.
and...
B) My life hasn't actually been that boring. In fact if anything, recently my world has been turned upside down, shaken like a snow globe, and thrown around a bit, before being carefully balanced upon the edge of reason. That may sound a little dramatic, but there is more than a grain of truth there.
The circumstances behind this don't really matter. And if I told you, it is most likely that I would have to kill you.
Suprisingly enough though, I can't really place the blame on any single event in my recent life. In fact, the more I think about it, the more my life becomes that sticky tangled web of sex, drugs and rock n' roll that we usually associate with people like Ozzy Osborne or the Cookie Monster. Well, with not quite as much sex and drugs...or rock n' roll, but still...
So after much consideration I have decided that I like to think of this crazy idea as the "Culmination of Stuff Phenomenon".
The problem with letting the "Stuff" in your life culminate, is that it is actually very difficult to see it coming.
One minute you are quite happily going about your own business - hanging out with your friends, polishing off a bottle of wine here and there, eating everything that you know is bad for you (but justifying it by walking to the pizza shop), saving lives at work, getting the occasional haircut... you know. Just doing everything that we tend to refer to as "the usual".
And then... BAM. That stuff snowballs faster than you can say "Holy BlogSpot Batman!" and suddenly you find yourself confronting thoughts and feelings and situations that you quite frankly have spent most of your time avoiding. You get too involved in your work; you question values that you should actually be valuing; your head and heart are intent on disagreeing; and you being you flat out refuse to let ANYONE help you figure all that out. Wouldn't want to infringe upon that silly independent streak, now would we?
Now don't anyone panic... do not fear for my well being or the state of my mental health. I am happier now than I think I have ever been in my life (except for maybe that time in pre-school when I had that awesome fairy-bread sandwich....those were the days.) I have my family to thank for loving me, my friends to thank for keeping me sane, and every single person that has been part of my recent Culmination of Stuff Phenomenon for making me live my life.
The stuff is still there. And I have realised, it is not such a bad thing. Honestly.
On a totally unrelated note, it rained today. If I had not forgotten my umbrella, it might have been beautiful.
Sunday, December 9, 2007
THE 2007 THAT WAS
Just over 12 months ago I filled this thing out. Well here we go again.
1. Overall, have you had a good year?
Absolutely! 2007 has been a year of growth and broadening my horizons more than I ever have before. I am so lucky to be living in such an amazing city, with such a rewarding job and with so many truly incredible friends. I like who I am, and who I have become this year.
2. What has been your biggest achievement?
Surviving my first 12 months of full time work as a Registered Nurse certainly tops the list. Sometimes I wonder just exactly how I stumbled my way through it, but there you go, and I couldn't be happier with the way my career is heading.
Also, there may possibly been a few tiny little events that I maybe had a small hand in helping to organise. Maybe.
3. Did you take any exams? Pass?
Absolutely not and I couldn't be happier. Why then do I intend to return to university level study in 2008? Beats me.
4. Have you had your birthday yet?
In 8 days it will be my birthday, all day.
5. Have you been on Holiday?
NO! And when I filled this thing in last year, I included a "perhaps next year" in response to this question. So I will say it again - Perhaps Next Year.
6. Where (list and when)?
See above.
7. Have you bought anything expensive?
My shiny new bedroom furnitiure was relatively expensive, yes.
8. Have you had a job?
Good Ol' St. V's. It's been so good to me I intend on returning in 2008. Whaddya know?
9. Made any big decisions?
Mabe not as big as the decisions that I was making this time last year, but yes I have I suppose. Life changing decisions? Could be. We'll see.
10. Lost a friend or loved one?
No Thank God. A stark contrast to my response to this question last time.
11. Met anyone amazing?
Yes, yes, yes, yes, yes! Well, in my line of work you meet hundreds of very amazing people! That should go without saying.
Aside from that, I have made a lot of new and very special friends this year. They know who they are, and they know they're amazing. :-)
12. Made new friends?
Hah, refer to above? Indeed I have.
13. Moved house?
Yes, and I am bloody about to do it again.
14. Changed College?
University, and thats for 2008. ACU here I come.
15. Tried something new?
Plenty, most of which I am sure none of you want to hear about.
16. Been more happy or sad?
The happiness should always outweigh the sadness, and it absolutely has this year. In fact, I would go so far as to say that I am happier now than I have been in a very long time.
17. Made any enemies?
Make Love, Not War.
18. What music will you remember from this year?
Hmm....good question. I have spent plenty of time ah ... Wrocking ... out this year. So maybe that. :-D
19. What movies have you seen at the cinema this year?
A few, but Harry Potter & the Order of the Phoenix in IMAX certainly tops the lot. If not for the movie itself, for the people I had the pleasure of seeing it with! I don't think I have ever laughed so much in a cinema in my entire life. Thanks guys!
20. What was your best night out?
Well theres this bar ... I think they call it Barry? Pretty sure that was a fun night.
22. Best Day?
I am not certain I can single one out, and thats the honest truth. There have been far too many brilliant ones. Generaly speaking, the times I have spent chilling with family and friends (both new and old) take pride of place in my 'best day' list. Thats what matters the most.
23. Worst day?
I'm not sure I can even answer that question this year. There have been days where I have come home close to (or sometimes in) tears, wanting nothing more than to kick a hole in the wall, screw it all, quit my job and move to Mexico. But thats part of life, and from everything bad, should come something good. And thats been true too.
24. Best month?
Usually my standardised answer for this question is December. And that may be true. HOWEVER July was pretty awesome, as was October. Thanks to everyone who were the reason for that :-)
25. Worst month?
Ummm.....August? I don't have a reason why, I have just never really liked August.
27. Was summer a gooden'?
Summer is hot. 'Nuff said.
27. Have you made better friends with anyone?
Yes. And I am a better person for it.
28. Lost any friends?
No. And I am a better person for it.
29. How many people have you kissed in the year of 2007?
Fuck Off.
31. Did you have your heart broken?
My heart was never in a position to be broken.
32. Made any plans for next year?
Post Graduate Qualification, stickin' with St. V's, new apartment, new housemate... umm... is that enough?
33.How many hair colours have you had?
Couple. The 'blondie' is currently brunette.
34. Got pierced?
No.
35. Got inked?
No.
36. Changed your image?
The 'blondie' is currently brunette. :-P Also, people who don't see me all the time, tell me I have changed. I hope thats a good thing.
37. Missed anyone?
Lots. And lots and lots and lots!
38. Know what you want in the future?
I have an idea, but the best thing about being human is being able to change you mind. Lets just see what the future holds for me, huh?
39. Regret anything?
Never.
1. Overall, have you had a good year?
Absolutely! 2007 has been a year of growth and broadening my horizons more than I ever have before. I am so lucky to be living in such an amazing city, with such a rewarding job and with so many truly incredible friends. I like who I am, and who I have become this year.
2. What has been your biggest achievement?
Surviving my first 12 months of full time work as a Registered Nurse certainly tops the list. Sometimes I wonder just exactly how I stumbled my way through it, but there you go, and I couldn't be happier with the way my career is heading.
Also, there may possibly been a few tiny little events that I maybe had a small hand in helping to organise. Maybe.
3. Did you take any exams? Pass?
Absolutely not and I couldn't be happier. Why then do I intend to return to university level study in 2008? Beats me.
4. Have you had your birthday yet?
In 8 days it will be my birthday, all day.
5. Have you been on Holiday?
NO! And when I filled this thing in last year, I included a "perhaps next year" in response to this question. So I will say it again - Perhaps Next Year.
6. Where (list and when)?
See above.
7. Have you bought anything expensive?
My shiny new bedroom furnitiure was relatively expensive, yes.
8. Have you had a job?
Good Ol' St. V's. It's been so good to me I intend on returning in 2008. Whaddya know?
9. Made any big decisions?
Mabe not as big as the decisions that I was making this time last year, but yes I have I suppose. Life changing decisions? Could be. We'll see.
10. Lost a friend or loved one?
No Thank God. A stark contrast to my response to this question last time.
11. Met anyone amazing?
Yes, yes, yes, yes, yes! Well, in my line of work you meet hundreds of very amazing people! That should go without saying.
Aside from that, I have made a lot of new and very special friends this year. They know who they are, and they know they're amazing. :-)
12. Made new friends?
Hah, refer to above? Indeed I have.
13. Moved house?
Yes, and I am bloody about to do it again.
14. Changed College?
University, and thats for 2008. ACU here I come.
15. Tried something new?
Plenty, most of which I am sure none of you want to hear about.
16. Been more happy or sad?
The happiness should always outweigh the sadness, and it absolutely has this year. In fact, I would go so far as to say that I am happier now than I have been in a very long time.
17. Made any enemies?
Make Love, Not War.
18. What music will you remember from this year?
Hmm....good question. I have spent plenty of time ah ... Wrocking ... out this year. So maybe that. :-D
19. What movies have you seen at the cinema this year?
A few, but Harry Potter & the Order of the Phoenix in IMAX certainly tops the lot. If not for the movie itself, for the people I had the pleasure of seeing it with! I don't think I have ever laughed so much in a cinema in my entire life. Thanks guys!
20. What was your best night out?
Well theres this bar ... I think they call it Barry? Pretty sure that was a fun night.
22. Best Day?
I am not certain I can single one out, and thats the honest truth. There have been far too many brilliant ones. Generaly speaking, the times I have spent chilling with family and friends (both new and old) take pride of place in my 'best day' list. Thats what matters the most.
23. Worst day?
I'm not sure I can even answer that question this year. There have been days where I have come home close to (or sometimes in) tears, wanting nothing more than to kick a hole in the wall, screw it all, quit my job and move to Mexico. But thats part of life, and from everything bad, should come something good. And thats been true too.
24. Best month?
Usually my standardised answer for this question is December. And that may be true. HOWEVER July was pretty awesome, as was October. Thanks to everyone who were the reason for that :-)
25. Worst month?
Ummm.....August? I don't have a reason why, I have just never really liked August.
27. Was summer a gooden'?
Summer is hot. 'Nuff said.
27. Have you made better friends with anyone?
Yes. And I am a better person for it.
28. Lost any friends?
No. And I am a better person for it.
29. How many people have you kissed in the year of 2007?
Fuck Off.
31. Did you have your heart broken?
My heart was never in a position to be broken.
32. Made any plans for next year?
Post Graduate Qualification, stickin' with St. V's, new apartment, new housemate... umm... is that enough?
33.How many hair colours have you had?
Couple. The 'blondie' is currently brunette.
34. Got pierced?
No.
35. Got inked?
No.
36. Changed your image?
The 'blondie' is currently brunette. :-P Also, people who don't see me all the time, tell me I have changed. I hope thats a good thing.
37. Missed anyone?
Lots. And lots and lots and lots!
38. Know what you want in the future?
I have an idea, but the best thing about being human is being able to change you mind. Lets just see what the future holds for me, huh?
39. Regret anything?
Never.
Friday, September 7, 2007
SICK. AND HATING IT.
Me being unwell is the worst possible scenario for everyone.
For me, quite simply cos I feel shitty. My head hurts, I have a fever, I ache in places that I didn't even know existed, and if I dont cough up a lung by tonight - well that ladies and gentlemen will be an achievement. Besides, I hate wasting my sick leave at work on actually being sick. (That was a joke by the way, if anyone from management happens to stumble across this. You know, funny haha.)
For you, because ya'll have to sit here and read about my whinging. For that, I apologise.
So admist my feverish delusions today, I got to wondering: is it possible to over dose on Soothers? Or any brand of cough lolly, for that matter?
As it turns out, you can. And I quote:
"...do not exceed a dose of 2 stick packs for an adult in 24 hours ... if
symptoms persist, consult a healthcare professional."
Ok, so that gives me exactly three lozenges to see me through the rest of today. And if symptoms persist? I AM A FUCKING HEALTH PROFESSIONAL.
I say, buy more cough lollies.
Tuesday, August 28, 2007
EXCUSES, EXCUSES
OK, so seriously, it had been such a long time since I have logged on to blogger, that I actually forgot my username and password. Or maybe I forgot my username and password, and that is why I haven't blogged for so long? Hmm. Either way...
One would expect that with such a long period between blog entries, that I would be exploding with exciting news and stories and mindless random blabber that you all know me so well for. And you would be completely right. Lots has happened of course, so much in fact that it has all kind of melded together in my mind in a blur of parties, squees, hugs, tears, inside jokes, and good (sometimes not so good *coughstarbuckscough*) coffee.
So I am not about to recount the past four months of my life in great detail, because that could fill an entire novel in itself, but I just wanted to say this.
Recently I have had the honour of meeting, talking, and hanging out with some of the coolest, most generous and exciting people ever. Some of you are workmates, some of you I have cared for, some of you are the oldest friends, and some of you simply love me for my inclination towards the colour yellow - and for that I thank you! You guys know who you are.
As we move ever closer to September, I can't help but realise that almost exactly a year ago the wheels were just being set in motion for one of the biggest changes in my life. New home, new job, new friends, new experiences... Time really flies when you are having fun. Cliched I know, but true! I only hope that the rest of this year continues on this amazing journey of friendship, learning and ultimately fun times.
In conclusion, are these not the best thongs ever?
Love you all!!!
Monday, April 23, 2007
LIFE AND ALL THAT GOES WITH IT
OK, I confess, it has been a very long time since I last blogged. And honestly, it has not been for a lack of effort - many a time in the past month or two, I have signed into blogger, clicked on the little 'create post' button, and stared at a blank screen for 10 minutes before signing back out without posting a single thing. Today ladies and gentlemen, I am breaking that vicious cycle!
So, to make up for all the exciting tidbits about my life that you all have missed I have compiled a rather long, but nevertheless succinct, list-of-important-things-that-you-should-definately-know-about-Kiera's-life. Without further ado....
I have.... moved to Melbourne; built a pantry; started a new job; made some money; spent too much money; cooked lasagne; drank too much coffee; saved some lives; lost some lives; joined a gym; laughed and cried; watched three good movies; made three trips to Albury; obtained a Victorian Drivers Liscence; made plenty new friends; backed my car into a cement pillar; Graduated with a Bachelors certificate; wore robes with good reason; had my flu shot; taken too many photos, and drank a bottle and a half of Absolut Vanilia Vodka.
So there you go. My next post will be less than three months away, I promise.
So, to make up for all the exciting tidbits about my life that you all have missed I have compiled a rather long, but nevertheless succinct, list-of-important-things-that-you-should-definately-know-about-Kiera's-life. Without further ado....
I have.... moved to Melbourne; built a pantry; started a new job; made some money; spent too much money; cooked lasagne; drank too much coffee; saved some lives; lost some lives; joined a gym; laughed and cried; watched three good movies; made three trips to Albury; obtained a Victorian Drivers Liscence; made plenty new friends; backed my car into a cement pillar; Graduated with a Bachelors certificate; wore robes with good reason; had my flu shot; taken too many photos, and drank a bottle and a half of Absolut Vanilia Vodka.
So there you go. My next post will be less than three months away, I promise.
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